Conflicted

It's still incomprehensible that this is actually happening. I really don't understand all of this. I'm confused. So confused. One moment you are done and the next moment you seem jealous. I wish everything was better. Not that I even know what that really means. Maybe for you to change your mind. For you to still love me. I used to have confidence that you and I would always be together. That you would always love me and want to be with me. But that confidence is gone. I don't know what to do. Heart and mind conflicted.